Thoughts and Opinions

 i dont have anything on my mind right now but to write i want to write about alot of things these are helpful things i have thought of lately "Patience is the Absence of Impulsion" when we are patient, we are able to curtail what is right in front of us for what is significantly more important, what's "not right in front of us" we are able to see the bigger picture, by not being slaves to the immediate. not being slaves to the aesthetic. all we are now is impatient souls, running around, making zero progress, but assumed activity in the right direction of life. I don't believe this world rewards patience Patience is a higher concept. Patience will have you in voluntary pain Patience will have you missing out on everything Patience will be there IN THE BEST POSSIBLE MOMENT. When we are impatient, we take anything. We do anything. We say yes to any and everything. And we damn sure overcommit,. When we are patient, we take the right thing, at the right time. N...

 nothing to do but write' nothing to do but right its valentines day yet again, another year of dry dick for ya boi whoopee its not even about vakentines day its about the fact that i feel hurt i feel like no one ever wants to get close to me i feel like frankenstein i feel like prometheus i feel like the only people who get me are all not here i dont like not being deep i dont like being a part of the status quo i dont like judging others but i also dont like not getting what I want. what can I control? nothing. nothing but my attitude i can control that i feel unrealized i feel as if i am not here i feel as if everybody has an easier time than me but these are all follish thoughts and feelings but that doesnt mean i dont want to, or have to, feel them the whole point of feelings is to play the fool and then realize, that playing the fool is both boring and destructive and then u stop attaching your whole life  to your thoughts and feelings and then you say this i am but GODD...

 the biggest fallacy that we have in life is in dealing with a single word. Story. Story is everything. Everything we love and hate revolves around a good story. And shit, hey. the story ain't gotta be any good for you to love it some stories are shit stories if u look at it objectively,  you cannot tell me that Dr. Seuss's (NOTORIOUSLY KNOWN AS ONE THEODORE SEUSS GEISEL) " CAT IN THE HAT"  is not a shit story, with a shit storyline, that doesn't move anywhere. Take all the fluff, all the childish notion of mystery and awe, take all the nostalgia away.....Cat In The Hat is a very creepy, downright pedophilic manual. Dude just happens to waltz into the room like he is prime Big Meech walking into his local strip club. Then he introduces them to thing one, and thing two. If that isn't phallic, i dont know what is folx. Then he takes them out of their home to ride a roller coaster? ??????????????????????????? oh wait, shit, that's green eggs and ham. you get ...

 whats been on your plate? shit, angles, daimons, astral ekts, encountering friends through dreams, mental breakthroughs, breakdowns, and breakups of all kinds. Painful truths, but the thing about painful truths is that the liberation felt on the other side of them are always so worth it. Painful truth #1: I can't be with other people how I want to be, unless they are able to be with themselves. And who is that? Where are the human beings that are able to do what I am doing? To sit down and write. To sit down and think. To be intentional, and to be GODDAMN QUICK ABOUT IT GODDAMMIT WE DONT GOT ALL DAY HERE! I SWEAR I BE SURROUNDED BY MENTAL SLOTHS. mental drainers mental reactionaries carriers of mental inertia, ancient and old; useless? For sure, but these pieces of mental inertia are considered sacred in their eyes. we call them "traditions", or "culture", or "society". "thats just the way the world is!" and i don't hear it because it do...

 THE COLOR GREEN IS DEATH DEATH TO ALL THOSE IN OPPOSE OF GROWTH GREEN IS A VERY INDEPENDENT COLOR GREEN IS THE COLOR OF THE DISCIPLE GREEN IS THE COLOR OF UNDERSTANDING GREEN, IS A MIX OF YELLOW AND BROWN BROWN CONTAINS EVERY SINGLE COLOR IN THE VISIBLE SPECTRUM WHAT IS THERE TO SAY? GREEN PROMOTES CHANGE GREEN PEOPLE ARE NOT AFRAID OF CHANGE THEY ARE CONSTANTLY SEEING THINGS DIE, FORM, SHIFT, TRANSPIRE, OBLITERATE, DECOMPOSE, REBIRTH, RENEW, REGENERATE, GROW, RIGHT IN FRONT OF THEIR VERY EYES. GREEN PEOPLE ARE EXTREMELY SELF-RELIANT THEY ARE THE LONE WOLVES OF THE WORLD. BLESSED WITH SITUATIONAL AWARENESS, GREEN PEOPLE ALWAYS KNOW THEIR LIMITS, THEIR INS, AND THEIR OUTS' GREEN PEOPLE ARE INHERITANTLY GOOD PEOPLE, AND GREAT LEADERS GREEN PEOPLE LEAD BY LOVE, NOT BY FORCE. THEY ARE CONSTANTLY IN A STATE OF COGNITIVE DISSONANCE THEY ARE CONSTANTLY IN A STATE OF UNAWARENESS OF UNKNOWING OF UNLEARNING GREEN PEOPLE ARE GOOD AT HANDLING CHANGE, CHAOS, AND DEATH CHANGE CHAOES AND DEATH I...