Thoughts and Opinions

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its valentines day

yet again, another year of dry dick for ya boi

whoopee

its not even about vakentines day

its about the fact that i feel hurt

i feel like no one ever wants to get close to me

i feel like frankenstein

i feel like prometheus

i feel like the only people who get me are all not here

i dont like not being deep

i dont like being a part of the status quo

i dont like judging others

but i also dont like not getting what I want.

what can I control?

nothing.

nothing but my attitude

i can control that

i feel unrealized

i feel as if i am not here

i feel as if everybody has an easier time than me

but these are all follish thoughts and feelings

but that doesnt mean i dont want to, or have to, feel them

the whole point of feelings is to play the fool

and then realize, that playing the fool is both boring and destructive

and then u stop

attaching your whole life

to your thoughts and feelings

and then you say this

i am

but GODDAMMIT AM I THIRSTY FOR LOVE

whenever it shows, it always goes

i dont know why