Thoughts and Opinions

 the pancreas is the holder of all flesh from the greek combo pan-all and creas-flesh the pancreas is connected to the gallblader and is responsible for producing insulin and enzyes to digest foods pancreatis occurs when one has too many gallstone from the gallbladder, causing active enzyes to stay trapped in the pancreas the results of pancreatis is stress, overthinking, and inflammation in the body from irritated cells id like to think of the pancrease as synonymous with the scorpion's tail, it can either heal or kill, but either way it stings the solar plexus chakra governs the pancreas the biggest cause of an underperforming pancreas....is shame When the third chakra is weak, we use power from a place of insecurity and relate to the world from our ego. Some say that the projections of the ego are influenced by the Pancreas.  When the ego is challenged, a person can unconsciously crave foods such as refined sugars or white flour, which cause spikes in blood sugar, that can ...

 the fear of death is wrapped up inn the nose the two most noble of all nobles in all of the courts.... are the prince and the jester. i dont need to grasp for straws anymore im not built from the outside in im built from the core im built from the inside out.... pain is here to teach you not to be in your life.... i can give my self of this world i can be of service to my fellow man so this is what divinity feels like this world will know love even if its the last thing i do

 you never really know life until you know pain and i know pain very well all types of pain back pain stomach pain the pain of a broken heart hair pain gonad pain penis pain testicle pain the pain of not knowing why the pain of understanding but i also know joy the joy of discovery] the joy of freedom the joy of youthul exuberaance the joy of knowing that, through it all, you can still know your body and move your body and your mind and your psyche and understand and, most importantly love you can love through it all trust surrender and know that you will all get it back no regrets let it flow let it go....

 im really bedridden... i cant even move there are alot of soul eaters here, and it is them and them alone that impes me to tell you about them for you see, all magic stems from the astral plane, and until you can see lght until you can see soul you'll never know much of anything...... no matter how painful you project out love love you ant really feel it butconce you do you realize you can feel it it isn something imaginasrly or underwordly  it is pure it is the light particle the god frequency the tinyest of all qwivers and the ugliest of all things for those who oppose it because for those who oppose it the soon and slowly start to learn that its inescapahbull unavoieedabull intanjeabull soft pajamas on a nighttime blanket getting buttfucked andc gangraped by the convicts of ther ex-can anarchy because one opposed their authority' one decided to set boundaries, andc say no... im always asking others what is this but i never ask myself what is this and that is the essence of...

 there is no need to be so angry dorian you can let it go you are too beautiful for that you can slow down and take your time there is no rush in anything you do in life and life is strainles and yes  you can do things and juggle many different things at a time but only for so longe= before you collapse from exhaustion because we are a ll lonely uan beings who just go with the flow and learn from our miskltajes and just keep it with it and not worry about whether its spelled rit or whether it comes out right or whether it looks good or whether it receives mad appaluse wwe domnt have the people please, we just gotta get the message out there any way we can because for the love of god we are in a lot of pain here and we are 

 trust me i know pain i know the pain  of being too small to ever fit into your high school circle so the only way you can get cred is to get tough and join the biker gang chain mail black zoot suited modded out leather jackets real punk shit and yet, since you werent as tough asthe other guys and you were the smallest in the bunch youu were the first one to get betrayed when things got rough everybody got off scot free and you got 30 years in the pen, all for what to come back home and realize nobody in that gang survived past the age of 23 and you were one of the lucky ones because you got to live to tell the story even thoough almost every day you got chain raped in prison by leaders of the opposing biker gang im talking about butt fucked in the prison lunch tablefor everyone to see type stuff one thing they dont tell you about prison is how much your life is in the hands of the guards if the guards mess with you, you get brownie points, you get to do whatever you want extr...