9S

 i feel

completely dissillussioned 

and dissatisfied with life

i dont even know what my real feelins are

i feel

drugged and raped

semren still dripping in my vagina

aand the culprit ran off with joy and glee

the glint in his eyes stolen

from the shine and sheen of my soul

no one to look for

nothing to look forward t

everybody gnawing at my flesh

a if its their last resort

i am not you

i am not your anger

you seee

you are using anger

to keep me in your life

because if you chose love

then id be free

you'd be free

and you dont like that

my freedom

you are too scared of me

to ever allow me to be free

well guess what

your allowance 

is all dried up

its out of the question

things have stolen my freedom from me

i wont let you

im the grreat allowance

your will means nothing to me

your words are useless

your energy, null and void

i dont believe in you

i dont believe in that shit anymore.....

not to be trusted

you are.....