freewrite#1

Ouaf? Quelled Bon Surpris...

Fancy seeing you here. How are you? Are you doing well? Did you eat today? Don't forget to do that, that's important. But not too important, I guess.... I guess if it were that important then we wouldn't have 3 days of room to maneuver between each meal. but no. Between every meal we have 3 days to eat the next one. Plenty of Time. Plenty of Room to spare.

It's not like we are in the wild, hunting wilderbeasts with our bare hands folxs. we are simply addicted to a healthy poison, wanting more.

there's nothing wrong with wanting more, with having nice things, but those can never replace the feeling of emptiness inside, only recognizing what's inside can.

hmmm. let's pause for a moment and let that simper.

ok

we're back folx

yeah the watch, the girlfriend, the house, the boat, the money, the status, the fame, the symbols of lust greed and power, cannot fill what makes you want more in the first place.

the emptiness inside.

feeling empty on the inside is no laughing matter

it is what keeps this world running.

everything and everybody wants to feel complete in the inside, but nothing fills it up

nothing external can ever fill the void

only internal truths can

only what is naturally in the inside can ever be there

nothing on the outside can make its way into the inside forever, only temporary

there is no permanency in forms

what are forms you may ask!?

well, quite simply, they are everything that isn't you

everything that is external from you

everything outside of you

which, funny enough, includes your body, and your name, your house, your family, your car, your clothes, all material, social, cultural, and physical aspects of you, your emotions, your thoughts, your dreams, your mind, your everything that is outside of you.....

so, what's left?

the real you, your inner being

not god, Buddha, Allah, yeshua, ra, yi, ja, Jupiter, none of that, but simply being

being

your inner being

all that is you,

your unique brand of divine intelligence

your connection to the host

the sacred prescence of all of creation

that which you are inseparable from

a special enterprise on the behalf of being

here on a journey

rising in awareness

gaining intelligence

learning lessons

eternalizing forms