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I don\"t feel anything. Even when I am surrounded by people who care deeply for me, I don\"t feel anything. I feel a faint little glare of light peak into my own energy field, but I don\"t feel anything. Nothing really moves me, besides things that touch my heart. I am a very dense person, i dont get moved by much. Maybe its the upbringing, maybe its who I am, but I don\"t really feel anything anymore. Even the downs are not as satisfying as they used to be. They aren\"t as real as they appear to be. I moved past the stage of wholeheartedly believing in my fears, in my sadness, in my negative emotions in general. I am slowly but consistenly being stripped away of my innocence, and it is a painful death on my part. As a human being, I cannot sustain levels of happiness for long. I am getting better and better at it for sure, and I as write this there is a twinkle in my eye, reminding me of how far I have grown. I can honestly say that I enjoy life. I feel like m...